Some interesting reading

Hey – It’s been a hot and long day. Avg temperature around 30 degrees outside!

I’m very thankful for the AC device @ my job. Without it, I wouldn’t be able to work in this heat.

Putting the weather aside. I was linked a very interesting article by a friend of mine. I’ve just finished it and I’m heading of to bed to ponder the posibillities…

http://waitbutwhy.com/2014/05/fermi-paradox.html

Read it and enjoy 🙂

You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind

Hey,

I want to write more blogposts. Hopefully, all of them will be worth reading and I’ll try to make them as interesting as possible.

I did write about my project ‘BaconPie’ a few months ago. It’s still on going and we’ve been featured in Indie Game Magazine a couple of times now.
The progress in the project has been dissapointing slow. I can’t really blame the other project members for it since they also have Jobs/School that need attention and so do I.
It’s also been summer, so a lot of vacations e.t.c. But now, summer is almost over and we’re going to attempt to increase our productivity. We’re in need of an additional artist to assist us with 3d models / textures and concept imagery. I’m gonna send out more tweets about this in a few days.

I’ve realized during my depression that certain songs have a greater impact on me now compared to before. For instance, I’ve been listening none-stop on this song for a couple of weeks now. I can’t describe how it makes me feel just that it helps me focus on one feeling and|or thought at the same time.

I suggest you listen – Her voice is so soft and sweet to my ears..

Long time no see – Again

Hey

I know. It’s been a while since I’ve posted an update.
It’s been hard since I’ve been under control by a depression. I haven’t felt like doing anything for quite a while now.

For quite a while now I’ve been feeling low and restless at the same time. I still feel the drive to make stuff, but if I sit down to actually make something I just feel something like “Blah… screw it.”

And that’s really demoralizing for me.

At the moment of writing I’m feeling what I call an episode of depression. Basically it’s a few hours of immense feelings and overwhelming thoughts.
Feeling thousands of thoughts flowing through your brain and you’re unable to withold a single one for longer than a few seconds. All meanwhile feeling loneliness and sadness. Feeling like a dark shroud is surrounding you. That the feeling of happiness has forsaken you to never return.