YouTube

This evening, my first solo-serie video will premiere on our youtube channel (http://youtube.com/PolarDisorder)

I can’t tell you what the video is about, you’ll have to wait and see 😉 But I can tell you that it was fun to record – I really enjoyed making it and I hope you enjoy watching it. Remember to like and subscribe if you liked the video! 🙂

P.s. I’m still kinda new at making youtube videos so bare with me, I’ll improve 😉 D.s.

Month of silence

Hey guys.
I’ve been way to silent this month, no blog posts and no progress on any private project.
The truth is my health has taken a turn for the worse. The past few weeks I’ve changed my medication and stopped my old one. The new medication hasn’t really kicked in yet (still a few more weeks for it) so I’m feeling kinda crappy…
Stomach hurts all the time, internal bleeding and feelings of nausia is how I start every day.
I’ve been in contact with my doctors and they’ll call me this comming week, hopefully they’ll do something quick.. Not only my private projects have been suffering but my work as well.. I think for the last 2 weeks I’ve worked a total of 2,75 days (Normal work for 2 weeks is 10 days)… This is really starting to affect my mental health as I’ve been feeling more and more depressed, hence why my private projects have stalled.

I’ll try to become more active during December. As I feel better it should become easier.

Health care in Sweden s*cks

I’m sick of dealing with the swedish health care system. I walk in and say that I don’t have any energy,  and what do they do? They just give me some sleeping pills and tell me to loose weight.. The pills won’t help me and I’ve been steadily loosing weight for months now. But my energy level is still extremely low. So I’m not getting the help I require.  What help do I want? Well, the situation is so serious so I would like to be admitted to the hospital. But this won’t happen unless I’m in an accident or try to commit suicide.

I mean,  I’m young and fresh on the job market,  isn’t my wellbeing something that should be prioritized? Isn’t the well being of any human being something that needs to be a priority?
I’m tired of being sent back and forth between doctors.
My advice is, if you’re planning to move to Sweden and have a medical history,  just simply don’t…
Swedish health care may sound awesome on paper. But the fact is that it’s not anywhere close to reality.